Monday, April 11, 2011

Plummet With a Side of Happiness


Recently diagnosed with an under-performing thyroid, I came to Abu Dhabi with a goal. I was bound, and determined, to lose weight. To have finally figured out a portion of my problem, the aid of medication, and pure dedication- I was sure to lose weight.

Coming to the UAE, also comes with some struggles. Although the start of this journey was pure fascination and "vacation" like experiences, it isn't what I am used to.

*My all natural, organic, diet has come to a screeching halt, as it is darn near impossible to find it OR it is so expensive....a highway robbery.

* Laziness has become the death of me. This is a country of laziness and don't lift a finger. Although I will never, I mean NEVER, lose my full ability to go above and beyond, my self-independence, and ability....being here has definitely made it easy to "forget" how to do things for yourself.

* An active OUTDOOR life is darn near impossible. Being in the desert, in 150 degree weather, it sure doesn't make going for a jog or walk sound enjoyable. Heck, even the beach water feels like a warm bathtub!

* Pure exhaustion from my 7:30-3:00 teaching job makes it impossible for me to do ANYTHING after I get home. You thought my napping styles and 9:00 bedtime were bad in the USA?? Well, I think I have hit an all-time high with napping. I would say I am sticking to a good bedtime, but since meeting a certain somebody, throat clear, my early bedtime is non-existent.

So, needless to say, with these setbacks....I have managed to lose some of my weight.

Here recently, as part of my "healthier" life goal, I decided that I was going to stop taking all permanent medications (including my thyroid medication) and take only natural supplements/vitamins. I am looking at this situation, as if I were eating an ice-cream sundae.

I have eaten all that ice-cream, hot fudge, and caramel. Since eating that sundae, I have gained 7 pounds, felt all the lows again from this summer, hopped onto the emotional roller coaster again, and hit a blah moment.

So, off to another mission to LOSE weight, AGAIN!!

But, that little cherry on top of the sundae, which is the best part....the little bite that I am hanging on to....

I have met an exceptional man that makes me happy! He loves me for who I am, all that I come with, and have to offer; he even puts up with my emotional roller coaster ride.

Although this is a new relationship, and we are still getting to know each other, this is that little side of happiness that a girl wants, needs, and cherishes.